HUGE day here. The effect of the heavy sedative dormicum, is beginning to dissipate. This will take some time but Todd has great kidneys! This morning we saw the first signs of him nearing us. I ( Alex) got a good yet slight squeeze of my hand and the slightest opening of eyes with a great deal of eye fluttering throughout the day….Cannot even tell you how much he has lifted our spirits! This sedative does remain in the system for sometime and his dose was quite massive, the following days will each hold their small yet very great achievements. The drain and ICP have been removed which translates to our guy is very stable. The have just reduced his morphine which is the last medication he is on. Mark also got a bit of a squeeze but that time the doctors were poking him, so he is now reacting to pain….first time today. Good good good progress.
Logistically on our end, while Todd was building up his reserves, for us yesterday was a shit day. Fucking asshole stole Amy and my wallets from our sleeping room ( while she was only 5 feet away from the door online)! As if we needed that one! Today provided the best recovery, for our support team here have successfully secured an apartment in a fun neighborhood a metroride ride away for the AMC….. This will be great for us, and really great for the incoming support team as they begin to mobilize. For there are bars and restaurants, cafes right out the door. As many of you are expressing concern please know we do have a building Dutch support system with a new wonderful addition just yesterday, thanks Barney!
Here were everyday feels like a week, our team is building up. Mark & Jake Eddie were here today. Jake really really wants to see his Unci Todd. Todd’s Dad & Renate arrive on Wednesday…….and then we are working towards another transition and it will be a big one. Amy, Mark, and Jake Eddie leave on Saturday and Penny H. arrives on Monday for a week….we are creating a schedule to assure the even spacing of support crew so that Todd and I are not alone here in Amsterdam.
You can see why yesterday was quiet, we know many of you check this blog hourly, and be aware….so do we. Your thoughts, wishes, stories, and poems are what prop us up here so far away from home and all your hugs that we long for. Karen should be making a new place to build up the stories we are all carrying around with us….
With much love from afar.
Alex & Amy
September 29, 2007 at 9:45 am
Alex & Todd,
Great news. May the squeezes grow stronger & the fluttering eyelids just pop open. Will check back later today to see if there’s an update. So sorry about the wallets. Fortunately I believe in Karma so may the thief have his rise up and break his nose or some such thing.
Much love to you both.
Aunt Jane
September 29, 2007 at 10:20 am
Alex & Todd,
So great to hear such good news! Keep it up Todd!
Love to both of you,
Jessica
September 29, 2007 at 12:00 pm
It is wonderful to know that Todd is making such advances. I am very grateful to everyone who has served to keep the information flowing in both directions. It has been essential in helping me remain connected to Todd while been so removed physically and socially.
For my part, I can only report my very local experience:
I taught Todd’s sculpture class yesterday and everyone there sends their deepest good will. The magnitude of Todd’s impact on his students is incalculable. Their drive and ambition, their standards and expectations are like mirrors of Todd’s own sensibilities. I am inspired by them.
I am teaching this class alongside Todd and am grateful for any chance to teach collaboratively with him. I am looking forward to more opportunities to work and play with Todd.
With all my best wishes to everyone out there, and with great love for Todd,
-north
September 29, 2007 at 12:05 pm
Todd, keep up the good work! A little at a time, and very soon we’ll have our Todd back. Meanwhile, his legions of adoring supporters are mobilizing back home, and we have big plans to come together and put our money where our hearts are, with you both.
September 29, 2007 at 12:31 pm
Great news about Todd. We are keeping the non demoninational faith here. Sorry about the wallets, agree with Aunt Jane.
Thanks for the time you spend updating everyone.
Mike and I log on to check Todd’s progress everyday.
I’ve had some sleepless moments but put that time to use sending Todd healing thoughts.
Sandy (with Mike reading over my shoulder)
September 29, 2007 at 3:48 pm
Great news! Congrats on finding a place. And sorry about the petty thievery. Take care, and Go Todd!!
Mikl & Danielle
September 29, 2007 at 4:10 pm
Wow; This is continuing great news! I’m starting to feel a little happier. It’s not a few hours goes by nowadays and I my mind doesn’t come back to Todd. I’m really glad he’s making such awesome progress.
We had a moment of silence yesterday in my electronics class at CCA, to send out our good vibes and to hope for a healthy and happy return of the Toddster.
Best wishes to Todd, Alex, Amy, and all the support crew in A’dam. My thoughts are with you all.
//Geo
September 29, 2007 at 6:34 pm
Good morning, Alex & Todd. Think we’re about 10 hrs behind you….not sure exactly. Anyway, thinking of you and reading some of the wonderful wishes coming your way from all the friends who’ve been in your life…..going back to 25-30 yrs ago. Wow…..you’re pretty impressive…..well, I knew that. Just didn’t want you to get a really swelled head. Hope your night was OK and hope new things are happening this (your) morning. Love to you both.
Aunt Jane (A.J.)
September 29, 2007 at 6:45 pm
P.S This is NOT the way a swelled head should happen…..it’s all about ego, my darling. Please refrain from standing under falling items in the future. Sorry! Just wanted to inject some humor in a much too serious situation. Laughter is, after all, a really good medicine. Continuing to love you. A.J.
September 29, 2007 at 10:24 pm
Todd loves to play music from his extensive collection when we are able to get together with he and Alexandra: Goldfrapp, Tricky, God Speed you Black Emporer, Wilco. He loves to talk about his punk rock soul. Todd says he loved Iggy Popp and David Bowie when he was growing up and it makes him crazy if I try to make him listen to my hippie music. (grateful dead, etc.) For three weeks I’ve had a photo as my screen saver – It is a picture of my husband Randal and Todd wearing frightening hats- Randal is in a cowboy had and Todd is wearing and urban sombrero or something. I’ll try to find a way to send the photo in because it is pretty much the cutest photo of all time. I remember smoking American Spirit cigarettes with Alex and Todd in secret- (so don’t tell anyone.) Todd cooks us delicious healthy meals. Alexandra and Todd are beautiful lights in the world. They accomplish so much. They are fearless. We are supposed to go to Hawaii next year. So Todd get well so we can argue over 60′s psychedellic music again.
September 30, 2007 at 12:32 am
Hey there Guys,
SO GLAD to hear of the improvement. All my fingers and toes are crossed that you will make is home really soon
MEOW
mills
September 30, 2007 at 6:48 am
Just a note to let you guys know that Todd and all you guys in his support crew are in our thoughts and meditations.
Get well soon.
~Jeff
September 30, 2007 at 8:33 am
Hang in there. Todd is very fortunate to have such an extended family of friends.
This website is a great way for all of us to keep up with his progress.
Alex- I don’t think we ever met. I am Renate’s brother.
We are thinking of you in Charleston.
September 30, 2007 at 9:19 am
Of course Todd is fluttering, he has two amazing super women at his side – Amy and Alex. I can’t express to you the love and LOVE we are feeling over here for Todd.
Jake Eddie has amazing healing powers by the way – he willed me to come out while my mom was on bed rest. Go Jake Eddie go!
Much love Alex, Todd, Amy, Mark and Jake Eddie. We look forward to playing with you soon. Very soon.
XXOXXX Sebastian James Law.
September 30, 2007 at 12:26 pm
22:24pm
just got a call from Amy that Todd is responding even more. His eyes are fluttering and opening.
I am sure Amy or Alex will do a posting soon.
September 30, 2007 at 12:26 pm
Wishing and praying that you are getting better.
Todd,this is your long lost cousin from Oklahoma. Since I’m the black sheep of the family stuff usually happens to me. What a bad stroke. Your mom keeps me updated on you and your sisters thru the years. I’m still holding on to the football hair brush that you left in Vinita when you were about 12. Youll have to get well and come get it. I have a 15 year old son as toll as I am. We both enjoy the arts. He is in an accelerated art program in Fayetteville, Arkansas wher he lives with his mother. We are also learning how to make pottery by the traditional Cherokee method. OUr teacher is a full blood local woman that I have been friends with for years. She has some of her work in the Smithonian. I Look foreward to seeing you again and meeting your girlfriend. Tell your dad hello as well as your sisters and mom. Sincerely, Kegy Ruark